i've lost the desire to blog. i feel so miserable today. i can go put my head in the oven now. or go visit the white tiger.
what the hell is wrong with me? i want sleeping pills to help me sleep but the doctor wont let me. something about disrupting "my dream sleep". pfft!
i'll always wake up late. as a result, i will skip school. since i had that dream, i get freaked out by darkness and will only be comfortable sleeping after a ray of sunlight peeks through my window. by then, i will only have less than 2 hours left to sleep. i tell myself i could wake up but i don't.
Mr sandman, if you exist and you are reading this, please come and visit me;( i need to sleep a night. but please don't be the creepy type. come wearing a big red bow with a big bright smile. i am soooooo looking forward to meeting naddy dearest tomorrow. so much to talk about. ily.imy. still.................................. it's bothering me.
i've lost the desire to blog. i feel so miserable today. i can go put my head in the oven now. or go visit the white tiger.
what the hell is wrong with me? i want sleeping pills to help me sleep but the doctor wont let me. something about disrupting "my dream sleep". pfft!
i'll always wake up late. as a result, i will skip school. since i had that dream, i get freaked out by darkness and will only be comfortable sleeping after a ray of sunlight peeks through my window. by then, i will only have less than 2 hours left to sleep. i tell myself i could wake up but i don't.
Mr sandman, if you exist and you are reading this, please come and visit me;( i need to sleep a night. but please don't be the creepy type. come wearing a big red bow with a big bright smile. i am soooooo looking forward to meeting naddy dearest tomorrow. so much to talk about. ily.imy. still.................................. it's bothering me.