Are you even listening when i talk to you?Do you even care what I'm going through? Your eyes are staring, they're staring right through me.You're right there but it's like you never knew me.
I've not slept since yesterday and it's almost 1 in the afternoon. Had another dream that spooked me just now. Maybe I'm paranoid but it seemed real this time. I must be going crazy. My head hurts so much yet i wonder why i still can't sleep. I look in the mirror and see that my eye bags are getting worse. Even nad♥ told me so.
2 UTs has passed. 3 more to go. Met nad♥ and hanzie two days in a row for breakfast (: I'm so glad i got to meet them.
Get a load of this. I think Eminem rocks. Oh ya. If you don't already know. Mariah Carey's 'Obsessed' is a diss at Eminem's 'Bagpipes From Baghdad'. Eminem strikes back with 'The Warning'.
[LYRICS] Only reason I dissed you in the first place is because you denied seeing me, Now Im pissed off.
Sit back homey relax, infact grab a six pack, kick back while I kick facts, Yeah Dre sick track, perfect way to get back Wanna hear something wick wack? I got the same exact tat thats on Nicks back Im obsessed now, Oh gee, is that supposed to be me in the video with the goatee, Wow Mariah, didnt expect her to go balls out, Bitch, shut the fuck up before I put all them phone calls out, you made to my house when you was wild n out before Nick, When you was on my dick and give you somethin to smile about, How many times you fly to my house? Still trying to count, Better shut your lying mouth if you dont want Nick finding out, You probably think cuz its been so long if i had something on you I woulda did it by now, Oh on the contrary, Mary Poppins, Im mixing our studio session down and sending it to mastering to make it loud, Enough dirt on you to murder you, This is what the fuck I do, Mariah, it ever occur to you that I still have pictures? However you prefer to do and goes for Nick too, faggot You think Im scared of you? You gonna ruin my career you better get one, Like Ima sit and fight with you over some slut bitch cunt that made me put up with her psycho ass over 6 months and only spread her legs to let me hit once, Yeah, what you gonna say? Im lucky? Tell the public that I was so ugly that you fucking had to be drunk to fuck me? Second base? What the fuck you tell Nick, pumpkin? In the second week we was dry humping. Its gotta count for something, Listen, girly. Surely you dont want me to talk about how I nutted early 'cos ejaculated prematurely and bust all over your belly, and you almost started hurling and said I was gross, go get a towel youre stomachs curling. Or maybe you do. But if Im embarrassing me, Im embarrassing you and dont you dare say it isnt true. As long as the songs getting airplay Im dissing you. Im a hair away from getting carried away and getting sued. I was gonna stop at 16. That was 32. This is 34 bars. We aint even third of the way through. Damn, Slim. Mariah played you. Mariah who? Oh did I say whore, Nick? I meant a liar too. Like Ive been goin off on you all this time for no reason, Girl you out ya alcholic mind. Check ya wine cellar. Look at all the amounts of all the wine, Like I fuckin sit around and think about you all the time, I just think this shit is funny when I pounce you on a rhyme. But fuck it now im about to draw the line. And for you to cross it thats a mountain that I doubt you wanna climb. I can describe areas of your house you wouldnt find on an episode of Cribs, A blow below the ribs if I hear another word so dont go opening your jibs cos every time you do its just another load of fibs, I aint saying this shit again, ho, you know what it is. Its a warning shot for I blow up ya whole spot, Call my bluff and Ill release every fucking thing I got, Including the voicemails right before you flipped your top, When me and Luis were tryin to stick two CDs in the same spot,
(Slim Shady I love you) I love you too Let me whisper sweet nothings into your ear, boo. Now what you say? (Its nothing) Yeah so what Ill do? Is refresh your memory when you said I want you Now should I keep going or should we call truce? (You think youre cute, right? Hahaha) You bet your sweet ass I do (Im Mary Poppins, b) And Im Superman, ooo (Mary P. Slim Shady) Comin at you So if youll still be my (babygirl) Then Ill still be your (Superhero, Wilma M.) Yeah, Im right here (You like this) Nope. Not anymore, Dear. It cuts like a (knife) when I tell ya get a (life) But Im movin on with mine Nick, is that your (wife) Well tell her to shut her mouth then Ill leave her alone, If she dont (sing this script?) then Ima just keep goin. (I see Mary Ann. Mary Anns saying cut the tape, cut the tape. Knife!)
I have been M.I.A for days now. I swear I'm really tired living like this. I can't sleep. I'm always afraid.
I miss hanging out, laughing at stoopid jokes and just talking to Naddy♥ I miss my lunch dates with Farah. I miss those Tuesdays with Aza. I miss slumbering with Nisa I miss talking to Fanah. I miss my retards.(che, atiq, vin). I miss four months ago when there was 4. I miss sleeping at night.
6am in the morning and im still awake, thinking about all of my latest mistakes. can't you tell how i feel when you look in my eyes? or how hard i tried to avoid all those criticize.
i've lost the desire to blog. i feel so miserable today. i can go put my head in the oven now. or go visit the white tiger.
what the hell is wrong with me? i want sleeping pills to help me sleep but the doctor wont let me. something about disrupting "my dream sleep". pfft!
i'll always wake up late. as a result, i will skip school. since i had that dream, i get freaked out by darkness and will only be comfortable sleeping after a ray of sunlight peeks through my window. by then, i will only have less than 2 hours left to sleep. i tell myself i could wake up but i don't.
Mr sandman, if you exist and you are reading this, please come and visit me;( i need to sleep a night. but please don't be the creepy type. come wearing a big red bow with a big bright smile. i am soooooo looking forward to meeting naddy dearest tomorrow. so much to talk about. ily.imy. still.................................. it's bothering me.
you know what? i got an anonymous call from some girl yesterday. okay. never mind. it's all over. it's funny that i posted this song a few weeks back when i knew nothing. but this song really means something. the one by jay sean.
i can never see you the same way. im utterly disappointed. im numb. my hands hurt. my heart wont speak. my eyes ran out of tears. I'll let it pass. I'll hold my tongue. i don't know how to face my friends. i don't want to hear "i told you so!". turns out, it all true.
Are you even listening when i talk to you?Do you even care what I'm going through? Your eyes are staring, they're staring right through me.You're right there but it's like you never knew me.
I've not slept since yesterday and it's almost 1 in the afternoon. Had another dream that spooked me just now. Maybe I'm paranoid but it seemed real this time. I must be going crazy. My head hurts so much yet i wonder why i still can't sleep. I look in the mirror and see that my eye bags are getting worse. Even nad♥ told me so.
2 UTs has passed. 3 more to go. Met nad♥ and hanzie two days in a row for breakfast (: I'm so glad i got to meet them.
Get a load of this. I think Eminem rocks. Oh ya. If you don't already know. Mariah Carey's 'Obsessed' is a diss at Eminem's 'Bagpipes From Baghdad'. Eminem strikes back with 'The Warning'.
[LYRICS] Only reason I dissed you in the first place is because you denied seeing me, Now Im pissed off.
Sit back homey relax, infact grab a six pack, kick back while I kick facts, Yeah Dre sick track, perfect way to get back Wanna hear something wick wack? I got the same exact tat thats on Nicks back Im obsessed now, Oh gee, is that supposed to be me in the video with the goatee, Wow Mariah, didnt expect her to go balls out, Bitch, shut the fuck up before I put all them phone calls out, you made to my house when you was wild n out before Nick, When you was on my dick and give you somethin to smile about, How many times you fly to my house? Still trying to count, Better shut your lying mouth if you dont want Nick finding out, You probably think cuz its been so long if i had something on you I woulda did it by now, Oh on the contrary, Mary Poppins, Im mixing our studio session down and sending it to mastering to make it loud, Enough dirt on you to murder you, This is what the fuck I do, Mariah, it ever occur to you that I still have pictures? However you prefer to do and goes for Nick too, faggot You think Im scared of you? You gonna ruin my career you better get one, Like Ima sit and fight with you over some slut bitch cunt that made me put up with her psycho ass over 6 months and only spread her legs to let me hit once, Yeah, what you gonna say? Im lucky? Tell the public that I was so ugly that you fucking had to be drunk to fuck me? Second base? What the fuck you tell Nick, pumpkin? In the second week we was dry humping. Its gotta count for something, Listen, girly. Surely you dont want me to talk about how I nutted early 'cos ejaculated prematurely and bust all over your belly, and you almost started hurling and said I was gross, go get a towel youre stomachs curling. Or maybe you do. But if Im embarrassing me, Im embarrassing you and dont you dare say it isnt true. As long as the songs getting airplay Im dissing you. Im a hair away from getting carried away and getting sued. I was gonna stop at 16. That was 32. This is 34 bars. We aint even third of the way through. Damn, Slim. Mariah played you. Mariah who? Oh did I say whore, Nick? I meant a liar too. Like Ive been goin off on you all this time for no reason, Girl you out ya alcholic mind. Check ya wine cellar. Look at all the amounts of all the wine, Like I fuckin sit around and think about you all the time, I just think this shit is funny when I pounce you on a rhyme. But fuck it now im about to draw the line. And for you to cross it thats a mountain that I doubt you wanna climb. I can describe areas of your house you wouldnt find on an episode of Cribs, A blow below the ribs if I hear another word so dont go opening your jibs cos every time you do its just another load of fibs, I aint saying this shit again, ho, you know what it is. Its a warning shot for I blow up ya whole spot, Call my bluff and Ill release every fucking thing I got, Including the voicemails right before you flipped your top, When me and Luis were tryin to stick two CDs in the same spot,
(Slim Shady I love you) I love you too Let me whisper sweet nothings into your ear, boo. Now what you say? (Its nothing) Yeah so what Ill do? Is refresh your memory when you said I want you Now should I keep going or should we call truce? (You think youre cute, right? Hahaha) You bet your sweet ass I do (Im Mary Poppins, b) And Im Superman, ooo (Mary P. Slim Shady) Comin at you So if youll still be my (babygirl) Then Ill still be your (Superhero, Wilma M.) Yeah, Im right here (You like this) Nope. Not anymore, Dear. It cuts like a (knife) when I tell ya get a (life) But Im movin on with mine Nick, is that your (wife) Well tell her to shut her mouth then Ill leave her alone, If she dont (sing this script?) then Ima just keep goin. (I see Mary Ann. Mary Anns saying cut the tape, cut the tape. Knife!)
I have been M.I.A for days now. I swear I'm really tired living like this. I can't sleep. I'm always afraid.
I miss hanging out, laughing at stoopid jokes and just talking to Naddy♥ I miss my lunch dates with Farah. I miss those Tuesdays with Aza. I miss slumbering with Nisa I miss talking to Fanah. I miss my retards.(che, atiq, vin). I miss four months ago when there was 4. I miss sleeping at night.
6am in the morning and im still awake, thinking about all of my latest mistakes. can't you tell how i feel when you look in my eyes? or how hard i tried to avoid all those criticize.
i've lost the desire to blog. i feel so miserable today. i can go put my head in the oven now. or go visit the white tiger.
what the hell is wrong with me? i want sleeping pills to help me sleep but the doctor wont let me. something about disrupting "my dream sleep". pfft!
i'll always wake up late. as a result, i will skip school. since i had that dream, i get freaked out by darkness and will only be comfortable sleeping after a ray of sunlight peeks through my window. by then, i will only have less than 2 hours left to sleep. i tell myself i could wake up but i don't.
Mr sandman, if you exist and you are reading this, please come and visit me;( i need to sleep a night. but please don't be the creepy type. come wearing a big red bow with a big bright smile. i am soooooo looking forward to meeting naddy dearest tomorrow. so much to talk about. ily.imy. still.................................. it's bothering me.
you know what? i got an anonymous call from some girl yesterday. okay. never mind. it's all over. it's funny that i posted this song a few weeks back when i knew nothing. but this song really means something. the one by jay sean.
i can never see you the same way. im utterly disappointed. im numb. my hands hurt. my heart wont speak. my eyes ran out of tears. I'll let it pass. I'll hold my tongue. i don't know how to face my friends. i don't want to hear "i told you so!". turns out, it all true.
